What a twisted thoughts . . . .

So lately I had this random thought about time, and it has kind of stuck, and it bothers the hell out of me. . Irritated with the land lord for some various reason. . .. I suddenly thought. . .  5 more years. . . is that a guess an expiration date? 5 more years of dealing with NY. . . but that would mean the kids are gone, that I know longer had a reason to stay. . and the idea that the time line is so realistic. . .  it. . . Mr. is now stage 3-4 chick is still waiting a year later stage 5 transplant list, when do we run out of time